-___________- Yes, -________-. I'm literally like that right now. This is after the realization that I still have work to do.
So, normally on Saturday, I'm on chore duty. However, I felt soooooooooo lazy and so I slept for a good hour and a half, to realize that it's 3:30pm. Then, I decided to just do them tomorrow. Now my back, shoulders and arms are hurting from sleeping on the couch DDDDDD;
After I felt that relief of not having to do chores, I felt like I could just game all day. But, nooooooooo. I have homework to do -_____- OMGGGG -rips eyeballs out-
Now, I'm stuck here, playing my clarinet and getting frustrated because my breathing has become soo terrible and I can not reach my notes. ON TOP OF THAT, I have to play a final piece that is hella fast ._.
I still have to study for English and Science as well. WWHHHHYYYYY!?!?!?!
I feel like I need help. Lately, I've been trying to finish all of my assignments in a short time frame, yet I still get distracted by facebook posts and youtube videos DDD;. That takes up some time and therefore, I can't help my mom make dinner anymore or even wash the dishes! I feel sooo guilty because she has to do ALL OF IT. If you're wondering about my dad helping out, don't even bother with him. He claims he helps by grocery shopping.(Yeah, sometimes for the most unnecessary things)
Sorry for my grumpy post but I just felt like I needed a break and so I came here. Oh and I didn't go running last weekend at all. It didn't feel too different but according to the way my body is reacting right now, it would probably be better if I did run on the weekends. That's the least I could do. It's just that times like the end of the school year, since I have soo little freetime, it's much easier for me to do something fun by going on the computer than walking 3 blocks to a track. Stupid convenient technology -.-
The only thing that is getting me through this is what I am saying to myself, "I'll survive this, like I always do". So far, it's working :D Hope you guys aren't stressing out too much. If so, use my saying ;P Have a nice day~
-Melanie
What homework do you have? I'm almost done my careers culminating, I AM done all my other culminatings and I just have to practice my trio piece for music. I mean, yeah, we have that English thing, but it's not due until Tuesday.
ReplyDeleteDON'T WORRY! BECOME POWER-MELANIE! YOU CAN GET THROUGH IT!
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DeleteThanks for the encouragement! I'm trying but I'm somewhat emotionally detached from these duties DDDD; Need to get back into it.
..Erm, for Civics, we have to do our culminating the following week, Study for exams, English practice short story questions, music piece and studying for music history, theory and listening exams for history.