Saturday, October 13, 2012

Too Dark DDDD;

          Lucky for you this weekend, I'm here :D This will hopefully be a short post though because I have quite a bit of homework. I have a feeling that the teachers are pushing assignments on us so that they can mark it before the end of the month and include it in our term report card -.-...
          Anyways, today I will be talking about how dark it is in the morning.
         So, I occasionally have basketball practices in the morning at 7am. Although just recently have we been having it them more often in the morning. DO YOU KNOW HOW DARK IT IS AT 6:55AM IN THE MORNING?!?!?
         DARK.
         When I walk outside, it feels like it's like 10pm at night -.- My eyes take long to cope with the darkness, I can't see anything very well, the street lamps are still on, etc. It freaks me out that I walk on the street. I'm DEATHLY afraid of being murdered or stabbed or dying for that matter. I get anxiety from it the most when I'm in dark places. I become very paranoid about how they will approach me and therefore, I refuse to walk on sidewalks. What if they're hiding behind a bush? Or next to a house?
         Even walking on the street freaks me out because some street lamps aren't on and NO ONE is outside. I don't live on those big streets with passing cars and traffic lights, so it gets quiet at times. But I'm just surprised that no adults go to work at 7am anymore -.-....I remember my dad doing that all the time!
         Now, whenever I'm walking, I hope to see some person or some car pass by to relieve my anxiety, but at the same time, I have to ask: Is this person going to kill me?
         I know. I'm a maniac.
         Even at night, I don't like it being too dark because I can't see around me. I like to know all about my surroundings. Like what is making that noise, or, what is lighting up. That kind of thing.
         I know I'm complaining about it being dark at 7am but I feel even worse for those who have to travel to school. This means waking up earlier and leaving your house earlier, WHICH EQUALS = DARKER. Darkness, I fear you....so please light up ^.^
         Like my joke? xD Anywho, I'm going to go now. Hopefully tomorrow, when I take a break from reading all day, I will write a post for Wednesday. But once again, no guarentees! Toodles~
         Okay, wait. I am not ending this post of with toodles....
         LAT.ER.

Bloomed -> Blooming~
-Melanie

3 comments:

  1. Yeah, it gets really dark in the mornings. It'll be getting dark earlier in the evenings too, so you'll have to walk home from practice after school in the dark too. You get used to it, though it's always a bit creepy.

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    1. Walking home from practice afterschool isn't too bad because it ends at around 5pm and the sun sets at around 6:30pm.
      OH. And you know what I found out last night? I was checking for the temperature and found out that the sun rises at 7:30am!!! -_______-

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